“IN THE WOODED SILENCE” (Fiction)

IN THE WOODED SILENCE

(Fiction)

BY: JEFFREY W. JUDKINS
(DRAFT #03)

     “The May afternoon was picture perfect. The sweet smell of the moist Earth, mingling with the warming Sun. Trees budding, flowers blooming, warm breeze, and an occasional bumble-bee. The Black~flies were out, and in full force as well.
The long and forgotten trail was overgrown with living and dead branches. Roots, mud,
and rocks beneath my feet slowed my pace.
“Who walked this trail before me?” I wondered. It could be traced back to a time when Native Americans were here.
There was a growing closeness to the air, as if walking with someone centuries ago.
A flicker of white over my left shoulder caught my eye. I stopped for a moment, waiting
for the sound of crunching leaves or twigs. . . .. There was none. I could smell the waters of
Pennesseewassee ahead. I topped a small knoll, and stared at the field of water before me.
I set my pack on the ground. Warm, dry, moss in a patch of Sun, made it perfect place to
sit for awhile and let my mind drift.
Once again I saw the flicker of white, this time to my right. Watching carefully, I realized
that someone or something was watching me. I could have sworn it was a human face, partially hidden behind some pines. It then disappeared behind some brush. A moment later, the most beautiful doe emerged into the clearing. It studied me for a moment, then walked into the direction I had just come from. I was enchanted by it’s beauty and silent grace.
After awhile, I laid back with my pack for a pillow, and then relaxed, the suns warmth
making me drowsy. Soon, I was in the state between sleep and Iucidity; where one is aware of their surroundings, yet surrealism plays the upper hand.
I sensed being watched. Not an uneasy feeling. . . .. but different.
“Hello.” A woman’s voice said. She was coming up the trail like a silent whisper, never
making a sound. She was dressed in jeans and flannel shirt, long, black hair pulled behind her in a ponytail. She appeared to be in her twenties, fair skin. Her face was slightly weathered, but not in a detrimental way. I suspected by her appearance that she was Native American.
“Good afternoon.” I replied, not sure if I were awake or asleep. “Didn’t hear you coming.”
She smiled warmly. “I haven’t seen you around here before. . . .” Then added, “I haven’t
seen people out here for many years.”
She cautiously came closer, a few steps at a time.
“So you’re from the area huh?” I asked, swatting the black-flies away from my face.
“My Clan settled here over two-hundred years ago.” She said matter-of~factly. “Disease and brutally cold winters took the lives of many.” She talked as if it happened yesterday, as if she had experienced it first hand. She looked to the ground and smiled. Then, bending over; she picked some Mayflowers. She somehow twisted the flowers in some of her hair and slid them behind her ear. “I come here everyday to pray and meditate, to absorb mother-earth and her life.”
“I see. . lt’s a good place for that type of thing.” I said, with lack of a better response.
“May l sit with you for awhile?” She asked, surprising me.
“Of course.” I replied, shifting around for comfort. “I’ve got a coat you can sit on if you
want. .”
“No thank you.” She stretched back on her elbows, legs straight out in front of her. Tilting
her neck back and embracing the serenity. “Are you ever going to tell me your name?” She asked with a tender, poking tone.
“Oh. . .err. . .sorry.” I sat up. “Robert, Robert Fields. And you?”
“Lilly. But my Spiritual name is different. It means; ’The doe that walks on air.’

“Hmm. . .” So you are Native American. What tribe if I may ask?”
“Abenakis‘. Were the chief tribe. But in this area we were known as the ‘Pennesseewassee
Clan’, the surrounding area used to be called ’Where the fruitful land slopes down to the shining
water.’ And the lake used to be called ’The Great Pond.’
I couldn’t take my eyes off from hers. They were piercing, eyes that could look into your
soul, penetrate, read your thoughts. Eyes that caught yours and held them there. “What brings you to this part of the woods?” She asked.
“Just exploring. Thinking of things. A good place to clear the mind.”
“Are you out here alone?” I asked.
“Yes. .“ Lilly hesitated. “But I can protect myself just fine. Spirits are watching over me as
well.” She said firmly, her eyes locking mine.
We sat in silence for a short time while I thought of ‘spirits’ and what the true story was
with this woman named ‘Lilly’ in the middle of the wooded nowhere.
“So, can you communicate with these ‘spirits?’
She laughed. “Yes. As easy as you and I are talking together.”
“You’re joking. . . ” I said nervously. “That’s why your laughing.”
She sighed, then shook her head. “It’s not that. It’s ironic that some of the most spiritually
sensitive people are the most skeptical of spiritual reality.”
I poked around in my pack, mumbling. “I thought I brought water with me.”
“Here.” She said, passing a bottle to me. “It’s just water and some herbs for flavor and
nutrients.”
The water was sweet, with a touch of spiciness.
She sat closer to me, our bodies nearly touching. “Are you married?”
“No. . .” I began to feel woozy. “You?”
“Not yet.” Lilly answered. “Soon I hope. . …so0n.”
“I feel strange…”
“Hope you’re alright.” Lilly began looking around her.
I shook my head. “I’ll be fine.” I was surprised when she leaned on my shoulder.
I felt her tense up, and press her body tightly against mine. “I sense something. . .not good.”
The silence grew stronger, not a sound to be heard. I felt some kind of change coming
over me. Not bad, but as if my surroundings were different.
She grabbed my arm tightly and began to tremble. “Stone-Heart”. Her voice shook.
I looked around and saw no one. “What. . .?” And then I saw him. A male Indian about six
feet tall, wrapped in some type of rawhide. He had cold, blood-thirsty eye’s that magnified his
presence. He was standing about twenty feet away. . . ..just staring. After a few moments, he turned and walked over a hill, looking back before going out of sight.
It was then that I noticed that Lilly’s appearance had changed. . .she was dressed in
buckskin, with shells and beads. She was even more captivating than before. There was a radiance about her.
“What the hell. . .?”
She put a finger over my lips. “It’s okay.”
There was no sound of vehicles on the ’Lake Road’. Trees stood across the water where
the mill should have been. The water had dropped considerably, as if the dam was gone
completely. There were no houses to be seen.
“That was Stone-Heart.” She whispered. “He watches me like a coyote stalks it‘s prey.”
“Why?” I asked, trying to absorb my surroundings, and what she was saying at the same
“Jealousy.” She glanced at me, and then looked away. “I refused to marry him. . .he has a
murderous heart.”
“What’s going on here?” I insisted. “Was there something in that drink you gave me?”
“No.”.
“This is so strange.” I thought, trying to take it in. I held her in my arms, nestling my nose
in her dark hair. I kissed the top of her head. “Sorry.” I said, letting her go. I wanted to leave, but
felt held there by some inner pull. I felt pulled toward her.
“Please don’t leave me. . . ..stay awhile.” Her dark eyes calling mine.
“I won’t.” I replied… uncontrollably.
“I’ve been in this part of the spirit world for over 400 years,” she began. “Searching for my spiritual lover. When I Find him, Stone-Heart will leave me alone.”
“So.. ..am I in the spirit world?”
“Yes. . . .”
“Am I dead?”
“No. . .” Lilly managed a smile. “. . . gifted.”
“What’s it like to be in love?” She asked out of the blue, catching me off guard.
I thought for a moment. “Well. . .when you love someone, you love them for who they
are. You want to spend your time with them as much as possible. There’s a bond between the two of you that conquers all hardships. You tell them your secrets and they still want to be with you. You can plan a future together, have children. . . .”
“Future…” She said with sorrow. “What if you fall in love, then never see that person again? Would love still be there?”
“Yes. .” I replied. “True love lasts forever. If you really love someone, you would place
their life as more important than your own. You cherish them in your heart.”
“I want to fall in love.” Lilly said with childlike innocence. “Are you in love with someone now?”
“No. .”. I replied, then without control added, “I want to soon though.”
She smiled as she pulled me down a bit, and rubbed her nose on mine. “Will you love me. . . . and show me how to love back?”
I was entranced by this beauty. I kissed her softly on the lips. “You just met me.”
She held me tight, and rested her forehead against mine “I want to love and make you
happy. . .be with you forever. .” She stood, taking my hand and pulling me up with her.
I saw a coyote in the shadows, watching.
Lilly led me to the shoreline. There were several rocks that were like stepping stones, that led to a small island. There, a few thin birch and tall pines had grown. Large boulders sat randomly, as well as roots. Water snakes slithered away from our path, and into the water or thick underbrush. We continued to the furthest end of the Isle, where there was a clearing; and a large, flat, white, wide rock that sloped casually into the water. I took my shoes and socks off, then rolled my pant legs up as Lilly walked in up to her knees. I then did the same.
The water was still cold from winter and spring, it was invigorating.
“What are you thinking about?” Lilly asked.
“How peaceful I feel.”
“Purity.” She said, cupping water in her hands and rinsing her face. The water droplets glistened in the afternoon sun, ripples around her creating waves of gold.
She took my hand and led me to the top of the rock, where we sat in the sun.
“What will Stone-Heart do if he sees us like this?” I asked, noticing the coyote had moved to where it could watch us.
“Don’t worry about him. I know his sneaky ways.”
This was of little comfort after the earlier incident where he spooked the hell out of both of us.
She placed my hand on her outer thigh, kissing my neck. Nature was her perfume. . . . .sweet. . . ..seductive, as if she had rubbed a variety of flowers over her body.                                            A flower in the wild.

Everything had gone so differently today than planned. Now I was falling in love with a woman I had just met, a woman I found to be irresistible.

The cry of a loon broke my reverie.
“Let’s be in love together.” She said with such innocence, like you willed love to happen. “Then get married. . .have children. .”
“Whoa. .I hardly know you.”
“Do you want to marry someone else?”
“No.” I answered.
“Do you want to marry me?”
“Yes.” I said, the reply coming from my lips without permission. “Well, I mean. . . .”
She pressed her lips against mine, silencing me “Don’t fight it then.”
We walked back to the mossy area where we had first met. We laid down, her body over mine, and after some time had passed, she rested her head on my chest as I held her tight. Her heart, I could feel against me. I felt her body relax as she fell into a sleep. I too was drowsy, and closed my eyes while I wondered what to do next concerning her and I.
I was awakened by rain splattering upon my face. It was nearly dark. Lilly wasn’t beside me. I called aloud to her several times, but got no reply. I also realized I could hear traffic on the Lake Road, and see the mill across the water. “Had a wacky dream.” I said aloud to the wooded silence.
It was now pouring , I grabbed my pack and headed for home. While still on the trail leading back to the road, I caught glimpses of white. I didn’t stop to look.
I felt a little relief when I reached the main road and walked down it away. I felt a strong urge to look back. When I did, I saw the same beautiful doe I had seen in the woods earlier watching me.
I was soaked by the time I got home. I took my wet clothes off and threw them on the floor. I thought the dream over as I showered. How vivid it was. I felt either spooked or enlightened by the dream, it was unclear. Maybe a bit of both. I gathered some dirty clothes together and it was then that I checked in my backpack. There were some mayflowers, tied together in a bunch; with a clipping of long black hair, and prayer beads. There was also a note:

“Goodnight my love. Pleasant dreams.
I want to tell you a secret tomorrow,
And spend my time with you forever.”

‘Lilly’

End


‘Alone’ By Edgar Allan Poe

‘Alone’

By Edgar Allan Poe

“From childhood’s hour I have not been
As others were—I have not seen
As others saw—I could not bring
My passions from a common spring—
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow—I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone—
And all I lov’d—I lov’d alone—
Then—in my childhood—in the dawn
Of a most stormy life—was drawn
From ev’ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still—
From the torrent, or the fountain—
From the red cliff of the mountain—
From the sun that ’round me roll’d
In its autumn tint of gold—

From the lightning in the sky
As it pass’d me flying by—
From the thunder, and the storm—
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view—”

 

 


Why do I write..?

Idle blogs of an idle fellow

There comes a time when a writer has to ask themselves, ‘Why am i writing?’ Like root canal work, there’s no good time for this. If it’s for fun, as a distraction or a challenge, then all is good, but if you always aimed to get published, you have to ask yourself when to give in. Recent research shows that 1 in 10 people have never read a novel, which obviously means that 1 in 10 people are fuckwits, but that doesn’t change the fact that writing novel sometimes feels like perfecting the steam engine at the advent of the combustion engine.

Of course, the question, ‘Why do I write?’ is the kind of soul exploring that writers are scribbling away to avoid. It might have been easier to answer when I started at 16. Let’s face it, if you were unlikely to be chosen for football sides, why not write about it?…

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Issue #9: Rogueries of Fortune-Hunters

via Issue #9: Rogueries of Fortune-Hunters


The Heroine’s Journey of Milán Lonnberg

The Heroine's Journey

What is the best thing that I love about my work? the very act of working, feeling that I take advantage of my life doing what I love the most

What is my idea of perfect happiness? living in nature with my son and my cat, in a magical place made by us, with my neighbor’s boyfriend (hahah) happiness for the people I love and a fairer world

What is my greatest fear? that something serious happens to my son

What is the trait that I most deplore in myself? the anxiety

Which living persons in my profession do i most admire? lita cabellut, is a kind of bluff that guides my artistic path, I admire it as a woman and an artist, I also love rachael bridge

What is my greatest extravangance? myself!!, maybe my impulsiveness that leads me to do strange things

On what occasion would I lie? 

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Pro-White Demonstration Becomes Riot When ANTIFA/SJW Troops Attack

Culture of Life News

The war is on.  The far left and far right are battling in the streets.  I will note that all our rulers are demanding that the far right stand down…yet again.  But not ANTIFA or the crazy leftists!  This is ridiculous.  If they want quiet in the streets, all they have to do is separate the two radicals but they don’t do this, we have proof that in California, for example, the cops exit when ANTIFA shows up.  So everyone knows you have to fight.  Crazy people do crazy things and addressing this properly is important yet our Rulers aren’t doing this, they are attacking one side and supporting the ANTIFA agitators.

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Diversity of the female form – a time to celebrate that we all are indeed different

Sensual Artz (contains nudity, nsfw, age 18+ only)

Hopefully, we as a society are becoming more liberal in our acceptance of the diversity of the human form – perhaps aided by the easier access to a broad range of female shapes, cultures and sub-cultures on the internet – but the diverse forms are still largely hidden from a main stream culture dominated by advertising imagery.

People should not be defined by their body shape or their skin – after all, it is their personality, unique talents and experiences, and their mind set which are far more important – and evolution has placed the greatest importance on our brain.

Photographers of the art nude genre rapidly become acutely aware of the unique differences between each of their muses even though they seem to have quite similar body shapes – differences in flexibility, limb lengths, spine lengths, neck length, pelvic dimensions – these all make a massive difference as to what…

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My latest work ‘Lucid Dream’ series

Artworks of Johnson Tsang

"Still in One Piece IV" Lucid Dream Series Porcelain ‘Still in One Piece IV’
Lucid Dream Series
Porcelain

"The Windows" Lucid Dream Series Porcelain Johnson Tsang ‘The Windows’
Lucid Dream Series
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"The Comfort" Lucid Dream Series ‘The Comfort’
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"The Backup" Lucid Dream Series ‘The Backup’
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"Shaping Love" Lucid Dream Series ‘Shaping Love’
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"A Touch of Smile" Lucid Dream Series ‘A Touch of Smile’
Lucid Dream Series

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"The Breakup" Lucid Dream Series ‘The Breakup’
Lucid Dream Series

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"Hang in There" Lucid Dream Series ‘Hang in There’
Lucid Dream Series

"Documented" Lucid Dream Series ‘Documented’
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"Soul Shopping" Lucid Dream Series ‘Soul Shopping’
Lucid Dream Series

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"Go Within" Lucid Dream Series ‘Go Within’
Lucid Dream Series

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"Soul Talk" Lucid Dream Series ‘Soul Talk’
Lucid Dream Series

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"Two in One" Lucid Dream Series ‘Two in One’
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"Symbiosis" Lucid Dream Series ‘Symbiosis’
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"Ethereal Beauty" Lucid Dream Series ‘Ethereal Beauty’
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"Caged" Lucid Dream Series ‘Caged’
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"Quarantine" Lucid Dream Series ‘Quarantine’
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"Master Mind" Lucid Dream Series ‘Master Mind’
Lucid Dream Series

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"Re-mind" Lucid Dream Series ‘Re-mind’
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"Against the Wall" Lucid Dream Series ‘Against the Wall’
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"House for One" Lucid Dream Series ‘House for One’
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"House for Two" Lucid Dream Series ‘House for Two’
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Glad to be able to display all 23 pieces all together! Glad to be able to display all 23 pieces all together!

Display in the Hong Kong Sculpture Biennial 2016 @ Fine Art Asia 2016 (2 to 4 Oct 2016, 11 am – 7 pm, 5 Oct 2016, 11 am – 6 pm Hall 5, Hong Kong Convention and Exhibition Centre, Wan Chai, Hong Kong) Display in the Hong Kong Sculpture Biennial 2016 @ Fine Art Asia 2016
(2 to 4 Oct 2016, 11 am – 7…

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Cat Sweater

Cat Sweater

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“Poetry is nearer to vital truth than history.”

“Poetry is nearer to vital truth than history.” – Leonardo da Vinci, 1452 – 1519,  Italian, Renaissance, painter, sculptor, architect, musician, mathematician, engineer, inventor,…

Source: “Poetry is nearer to vital truth than history.”


Lost and Found

Hawaii Pacific Review

by Shannon L. Bowring

He searches for her along roads that look like scars winding their way through barren landscapes. He shows her picture to dozens of tired waitresses, indifferent tourists, cynical cops who all see the hopeless face of a long-lost memory in the faded Polaroid the man waves at them. “See that mark there, under her right eye? That’s from where she fell off her bike when she was seven. Are you sure you haven’t seen her around here?”

His story is too familiar. He is searching for another lost soul. In a roadside café in Texas, an old man with thick black hair and wind-roughened skin advises him to ease up on the search. “Ain’t gonna find her, son. We’ve all lost girls like that, some time or another. Best just let her go, boy. Get to movin’ on.”

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